Not here - not now Not with me and Not with a single tear of mine There is no pain There won't be no fear This is my last goodbye Cause I won't die Not here - not now No regrets - It was just another lesson in my life I close the door I clean my own place This is my last goodbye Before I die And when you fail You seem to swallow Everything that comes to you And if you fall I am the one Who takes you by his hand Don't take this love Please don't stock on this romance Fleeing from your love and far away You say goodbye But I live in the ruins of your love I am just a tear upon your face You are the sun that sets for me I'll be gone While I'll be waiting This is my last goodbye There is that much history There is that much to learn How can we do all the same mistakes again An no-one cares Fascinating to grow old It's fascinating to be born Fascinating to decide And sometimes even to be right Here I stand alone And now I say goodbye I leave this place - with a smile And with my breathing - Sometimes bleeding - Not uselessness soul I'm leaving this society But not my body nor soul Right here - right now With no regrets I say goodbye I am a King And I will rule my life! And when you fail You seem to swallow Everything that comes to you And if you fall I am the one Who takes you by his hand Fleeing from your love and far away You say goodbye But I live in the ruins of your love I am just a tear upon your face You are the sun that sets for me I'll be gone While I'll be waiting This is my last goodbye These words popped into me, when I heard the sad news about Rudy's passing. I never knew him that well, only that when I have joined RLC, he was the 1st person that I have bumped into. He was so kind to tell me the instructions of this community, and I will always remember his kindness towards me.